[AU] 8x07 Aftermath 'CAUSE WE CAN!!!

[jerkchester]

[ it's night and Dean is coping ]

[ with alcohol ]

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[freewill]

...

[jerkchester]

But that doesn't work here.

[freewill]

... I don't have to be here, if you really don't want me around.

[jerkchester]

[rubs his palms on his jeans]

I know that if I said so, that's that. It'll be over. You'll go and I've got a snowball's chance in Hell finding you.

[freewill]

That's not true. If you ever needed me, all you'd need do is call.

... But, given a choice, I'd rather stay.

[jerkchester]

Yeah, Cas, I know.

[freewill]

... You're giving me mixed messages.

[jerkchester]

Yeah, okay, I'm pissed. But I'm not stupid.

[freewill]

That still doesn't answer my question.

[jerkchester]

I'm saying getting pissed at you isn't worth losing you for it, genius.

[freewill]

You can be pissed at me and still have me. [shrugs]

[jerkchester]

...

[freewill]

[just looking Dean in the eye]

[jerkchester]

Not exactly smart.

[freewill]

Maybe not.

[jerkchester]

But you'd do it anyway.

[freewill]

[nods]

[jerkchester]

Jesus, Cas, that's like step one of an abusive relationship or something.

[freewill]

Is it?

[jerkchester]

...

[freewill]

I have a different outlook on things than you.

[jerkchester]

No kidding.

[freewill]

[shrugs]

[jerkchester]

... Why?

[freewill]

I could never view you as a threat.