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[ it's night and Dean is coping ]

[ with alcohol ]

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No. It's just difficult for me to comprehend that you'd think you were ever unimportant to me.

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[lifts his hand up and lets it linger in the air, as if he wants to put it somewhere else...]

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[quiet]

We could have done it.

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I didn't think I deserved it.

... Deserved you.

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So what do I deserve? Since apparently you've got it figured out.

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You deserve... peace. Safety. You deserve for demons and angels alike to stop coming after you, looking for something.

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But that's not what I want.

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What do you want?

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I want to go for miles in my car. [takes a deep breath] I want nothing but the wind and my music. I want to do the family business. And I want to know the things I have, I won't keep losing them. I want to know it's okay to be me and not ... lose.

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[slowly, carefully, puts a hand against Dean's face, cupping his cheek]

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Cas?

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[pulls back]

When Sam gets back, you should take a drive. I can transport you and your car wherever you want, and you can enjoy the road. Just you and your car and your music.

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Sam and I will be here when you get back, waiting.

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[swallows]

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... [sighs] I know it doesn't fix anything.

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I-I don't know.

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[still just... standing there]

I'm sorry.

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God, I can't even believe that. That you'll be here.

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I will. There's no reason for me to avoid you now.

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... What now.

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Cas, you can't expect me to flip on a switch and believe again.

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... I meant more immediately than that.

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YOU UP FOR TYING THIS UP since we can do another one for 808 depending on how it goes?

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SURE let's wrap this up.

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