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[ it's night and Dean is coping ]

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[leaning against the wall]

I wish I didn't. God, I wish I didn't need anything anymore. I'm already empty. So why the hell does it still hurt? Hell, it's not even news at this point, it's reruns.

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[steps toward Dean and places a hand on his shoulder, tentatively]

... I'm sorry. I'm always getting it wrong.

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jerkchester

Don't touch me.

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jerkchester

I'm done, Cas.

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I'm not leaving.

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And I don't believe you.

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You don't have to.

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jerkchester

What the hell do you want, Cas?

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Why do you think I'm asking for something?

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jerkchester

I'm not falling for that bullshit anymore.

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[sighs and turns half away]

I want to help you on your hunts. I want to help you stop Crowley. I want to help you keep the prophet safe.

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jerkchester

["help you"]

Fine. Do whatever the hell you like.

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I'm sorry that I hurt you. I'm not very good at being family.

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jerkchester

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I wasn't making a choice between you or Purgatory. I was charting out my own fate.

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jerkchester

Was it worth it?

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...

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jerkchester

Was it?

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I don't know. I was pulled back here.

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jerkchester

Tragic.

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I choose death, and I'm brought back as punishment, again and again. I choose to stay there, and I'm dragged out by force. It's as if the world wants me to know that free will doesn't exist after all.

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jerkchester

You're basing free will on whether you can off yourself?

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It seems like when I exert it any other way, it only leads to disaster.

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jerkchester

Maybe you're just not done.

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YOU UP FOR TYING THIS UP since we can do another one for 808 depending on how it goes?

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SURE let's wrap this up.

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